random thoughts

Posted: April 12, 2009 in bla bla bla, inside out, me me me, rant, thoughts

* its funny (not funny ha ha) how some people like to ruin things for others when its ruined for them! why dont people just leave others alone?! especially the happier ones.. karma is not be taken lightly people!

* i read this sentence somewhere and ever since i did, its been stuck in the back of my head, resurfacing every once in a while to fuel my insomnia again: “if u have no passion for what u do, u’ll never be really happy“..

i have certainly reached that stage. depressingly so.

i’ve prolly been feeling it for a while but denying it coz we as humans do that sometimes, its taking the easy way out basically.. it takes so much risk and effort and energy and even courage to change your life and career dramatically. will you make it? will you not? addeh 3alam 7ayeshmato feek if you dint! not to mention the monetary burden of not being in the same lifestyle level you’re used to (not to mention the people you support financially – i.e. parents or kids)

i feel like i have reached that midlife crisis stage, but im not a man, and im not middle aged, and my crisis doesnt involve cheating or buying a cherry red car! i just think the time is right now. not next year or the one after. now.

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Comments
  1. Marvin says:

    You don’t write enough, Dima. 😉

    It’s unfortunate that you are angsting. Any organism, subjected to enough pain, will act to relieve the pain. When will you act? And what will you do? You have a good head on your shoulders, and a good education. You can do anything you want to do. So do it. 😉

  2. Verbal Alchemy says:

    Marv: did not get the ‘u dont write enuf’ comment :confused:

    thing is, what i want, doesnt pay much, and i am in no financial position to do that shift. & what im absolutely passionate about, is so hard to establish, as its very money consuming to set up a business! bleh!

  3. Summer says:

    My deepest condolences to you and your family for the loss of your father, inna lillha wa innal elayeh raje3oon. May his soul rest in peace.

  4. Simply Me says:

    The first one is so very true!!! pathetic people I guess

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