deja vu 9

Posted: August 20, 2008 in damdoumization, feelings, inside out, me me me, relationships

a tale of two entities..



independent and on her own.. thought she needs not a partner, all she needed were friends.. silent when times are tough, even when her eyes can scream the words.. they found each other when they both werent looking.. it was an instant connection, love at first sight.. they never believed that would happen, yet, it so intensely did.. she had her fears.. she pushed him away.. didnt want to get too attached, for the uncertainty that lingered over their future was weighing her down.. she didnt want to hurt, but she did when she let him go.. lonely days and loneliner nights.. breathing just to pass time.. waiting for salvation..

time passed by, the days like months and months like years and years like decades.. slower than a rainy gloomy day.. until a fine november night came and their eyes met again.. by chance? or was it the work of fate? they didnt know, and they didnt care.. all they felt was alive again! their heartbeats were so loud they almost choked all words from coming out.. it was like they never were apart.. nothing changed.. except for their age.. they thought they moved on, but in truth, the world turned as they both stayed put.. kept holding on.. their love only grew stronger.. even though unspoken of..


they say “if you love someone set them free, if they come back they’re yours to keep”.. im praying its true


  1. Princess N says:

    nicely said but I believe that time heals everything and that If you love someone let them and if they come back they are broken..
    But again this is me :).. i hope you’ll dreams will come true..

  2. Verbal Alchemy says:

    Princess, welcome to my box :flower:

    time can heal only when u allow it to, and i did not, coz i was sure in my heart that this is the ONLY person for me, and thankfully we’re now engaged to be married 🙂


  3. Naser says:

    sweet .
    tho for me i don’t think i’d set the one i’d love free :DDDDDDD damn i’d cling with my teeth and nails .

  4. Verbal Alchemy says:

    Naser: true, now that fate brought him back im all teeth and nails 😀

  5. KJ says:

    Ya Allaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah……… 😥

    OK seriously this one is honestly true!

  6. Verbal Alchemy says:

    Kinan: i dont get it, whats honestly true?

  7. Princess N says:

    Congratulations.. I am really happy for you 🙂

  8. Verbal Alchemy says:

    Princess N: thanks girl, 3e2balek :flower:

  9. Khouloud says:

    You’re engaged? Fursa a3raf ana bi ayy waseeleh ya3ni, for the old times sake, bainna E7ki W fadfed w Girls Talk w Entertainment lol 😀 Alf mabrouuk! Tit-hannou inshallah! I never thought you’re the kind of person who’d settle and get engaged at a young age but I’m all for settling down with the right person, good luck!

    As for the main post, it reminds me a lot of a short story I once posted on Mahjoob especially the November part, yours is shorter and to the point and more articulate, I like it.

  10. Verbal Alchemy says:

    Khouloud, young age LOOOL! i’ll be 28 in december 😀
    and to be honest, when the man is right, and u know it, a lot of things change, i always had a commitment phobia! so allah ybarek feeki sweets, w 3e2balek :give:

    and no wasa2el, im not announcing there at all 😐 illi bihemouni bye3rafou and thats it 😀

  11. Khouloud says:

    28 IS young aish malek! And I didn’t mean you should announce there, I don’t check “there” anymore, was just kidding 😀

  12. Verbal Alchemy says:

    Khouloud, elli gaddi sar 3andhum 6a7shet wlaad 😀

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