You know what, Hollywood has been playing with our heads for so long, most of us are delusional with the idea of the ‘perfect love story’, ‘true love’, ‘soulmates’.. I admit i was delusional too.. Love isnt seamless and easy and sweet all the time, movies dont show what happens next after the big proposal, or [...]
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How I Hate Your Mother
Posted: April 15, 2011 in bittersweet, feelings, inside out, rant, sad me, thoughtsThe main reason why women don’t like mama’s boys is because competing with the woman who gave birth to him just isn’t an option. For me, it is primarily because I do not see any ‘alpha male’ quality anymore. And I need to respect my man, knowing he can stand up for himself and for [...]
inside out
Posted: March 12, 2011 in bittersweet, damdoumization, feelings, inside out, sad me, thoughts(WARNING: vulnerable post ahead!) I had the week from hell last week. It stirred up a lot of emotions, and I am not a melodramatic person, nor an uber emotional one. I am very compassionate however. and that is a downside. as I feel what people feel, and I get sad when they do, happy [...]
Disappointment is a sort of bankruptcy – the bankruptcy of a soul that expends too much in hope and expectation. – Eric Hoffer Sometimes, unintentionally, i give some people the benefit of the doubt, or too much credit, or just like them enough to expect the best out of them. Normally, i dont have much [...]
he was supposed to turn 60 in June. God had other plans. mom texted sis and i saying he’s tired, and that we should come down and see him.. hopefully when he sees us he will feel better. we did not even set foot in the plane when we got the call that he had [...]
* what is it bout national day that makes ppl ‘snap’ in this country! the traffic and accidents and ta5mees and burning wheels and face paint and all that crap! its ittihad, not ta7reer! * as Eid drops by every year, i find myself more detached of every jolly emotion it should bring.. im more convnced [...]
Untitled Leave me at the end of the world where all my screaming will be unheard there I can find myself alone.. In darkness where i feel safe and sound Solitude is the best friend you can get No hurt, no pain and no regret Leave me in a place to clear my head I [...]
is something i dont usually feel, since i am convinced that everything happens for a reason and usually all the mistakes and misjudgements that we do in our lives have a lesson to be learnt, and that they happened at a time when we werent in the best mental or emotional state and somehow that [...]
All they do is expect and never once stop to think constantly commanding respect when all they want is to see me sink In river Styx and they seem to neglect that i want to live in my life and be who i am that there is a different path i vigorously seek [...]
O, how i loathe goodbyes.. not all of them though.. just when the closest people leave anywhere for a long time.. i remember when i first went to uni, i was 16 and full of life, still am, but i was full of life and very naive, now i like to think i’ve crossed that stage.. i dint [...]
im tired, sore, exhausted, & sleep deprived.. i have 1) a splitting headache, 2) an enormous urge to kill my boss, 3) an itch in my throat and signs of the flu (that wud be the gazillionth in 6 months!) i dowanna cook anymore, or do the laundry, or think of work, or even have [...]
on work and passion for what u do
Posted: January 22, 2008 in bla bla bla, feelings, life, rant, sad meor lack thereof! isnt it the most demotivating feeling when u have to drag urself out of bed to head to an office where u dont feel ur doing anything u like with anyone u like?? is passion for work or working in a line of business ur crazy about just an illusion?! no im [...]
