You know what, Hollywood has been playing with our heads for so long, most of us are delusional with the idea of the ‘perfect love story’, ‘true love’, ‘soulmates’.. I admit i was delusional too.. Love isnt seamless and easy and sweet all the time, movies dont show what happens next after the big proposal, or [...]
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How I Hate Your Mother
Posted: April 15, 2011 in bittersweet, feelings, inside out, rant, sad me, thoughtsThe main reason why women don’t like mama’s boys is because competing with the woman who gave birth to him just isn’t an option. For me, it is primarily because I do not see any ‘alpha male’ quality anymore. And I need to respect my man, knowing he can stand up for himself and for [...]
inside out
Posted: March 12, 2011 in bittersweet, damdoumization, feelings, inside out, sad me, thoughts(WARNING: vulnerable post ahead!) I had the week from hell last week. It stirred up a lot of emotions, and I am not a melodramatic person, nor an uber emotional one. I am very compassionate however. and that is a downside. as I feel what people feel, and I get sad when they do, happy [...]
So I took my car to service today, and that humming annoying noise apparently was a bigger problem than I anticipated. so it’s a 2 day job, and I will be carless till midweek. it’s funny how it cripples our mobility big time in this country being carless. had I been in europe or the [...]
* I hate being sick, and non-winter flu is the worst! and funny thing is, no one seems to ask about you when you’re sick. its like *officer down! ok, we got 5364291 other friends to go out with* jeez people.. on a serious note. I hate fevers! i can tolerate any pain, except the [...]
January.. overlook
Posted: February 20, 2010 in bittersweet, damdoumization, feelings, inside out, people, relationships, thoughtsThis January was one big wedgie! I swear my life is one crazy rollercoaster and a series of dramatic events that I do not know how and why I keep coming across. But no complaints, I guess no one can do my life but me. and I believe that God knows my capacity, and wont [...]
Disappointment is a sort of bankruptcy – the bankruptcy of a soul that expends too much in hope and expectation. – Eric Hoffer Sometimes, unintentionally, i give some people the benefit of the doubt, or too much credit, or just like them enough to expect the best out of them. Normally, i dont have much [...]
And what did i do? Nothing! Absolutely nothing. I am not one bit happy with my ‘activity’ this Ramadan. I had so much to do, humanitarian work, relatives visiting, work load was a bit more than usual, and the little time i had left, was not enough for all the religiousness i was planning to [...]
he was supposed to turn 60 in June. God had other plans. mom texted sis and i saying he’s tired, and that we should come down and see him.. hopefully when he sees us he will feel better. we did not even set foot in the plane when we got the call that he had [...]
change is the only constant
Posted: January 25, 2009 in feelings, observations, people, relationships, thoughtseverything else is variable.. i completely agree with that proverb. everyone changes at some point, i believe it happens at least once every 5 years of ones life, some change occurs in preferences, taste, degree of stubbornness, some qualities mellow out, others become more intense.. even if it was a very small change, it happens, personally, some things i liked [...]
crash and burn..
Posted: November 23, 2008 in bla bla bla, feelings, inside out, life, random, thoughtssometimes.. you plan something unintentionally.. its not like you plan it on paper and figure out all its details, just something you want to happen.. sometime in the future in a way or another.. you’re just taking it a day at a time.. all signs are positive.. everything seems to be heading that way.. then [...]
neither sweet, nor bitter, a bit of both : ) الذكرى المشؤومة لوعد بلفور sad memories of great people (4 year memorial today. may he rest in peace) warm memories of the start of my journey with spirituality.. sweet memories of reuniting : )
my best friend of 5 years will be getting married in Jan, and moving away to her soon-to-be husband’s country of origin, as he is happy and she also loves it there, in addition to that, he has a great job where he will be providing very well for her and their future family. we call each other everyday in [...]
a tale of two entities.. independent and on her own.. thought she needs not a partner, all she needed were friends.. silent when times are tough, even when her eyes can scream the words.. they found each other when they both werent looking.. it was an instant connection, love at first sight.. they [...]
Love and hate: are 2 faces to the same coin. a thin line separates them.. intense emotions of dislike can turn into the most passionate love if given a chance to blossom, and the corniest of love stories can turn into the fiercest war.. to forgive is divine they say.. and i truly agree. [...]
why do people hope? why do we hold on to hope like naive innocent children when we know there is a (big) chance of disappointment? what is it about the thought of a better tomorrow or the thought of things working out like you’ve painted them in your head that keeps us going in life? or [...]
1. Thank you both for bringing him to this world, so i can meet him 19 years later.. and hold on to him forever.. 2. Thank You Almighty for always watching over me, i would have never made it without Your Providence.. 3. Thank you love, for being who you are, and for always being there, and [...]
Untitled Leave me at the end of the world where all my screaming will be unheard there I can find myself alone.. In darkness where i feel safe and sound Solitude is the best friend you can get No hurt, no pain and no regret Leave me in a place to clear my head I [...]
is something i dont usually feel, since i am convinced that everything happens for a reason and usually all the mistakes and misjudgements that we do in our lives have a lesson to be learnt, and that they happened at a time when we werent in the best mental or emotional state and somehow that [...]
O, how i loathe goodbyes.. not all of them though.. just when the closest people leave anywhere for a long time.. i remember when i first went to uni, i was 16 and full of life, still am, but i was full of life and very naive, now i like to think i’ve crossed that stage.. i dint [...]
Best moments in life: 1. Falling in love. (u bet!) 2. Laughing till your stomach hurts. (yes!) 3. Enjoying a ride down the country side. 4. Listening to your favorite song on the radio. (especially if ur already hyper) 5. Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside. (not for me but i wud [...]
blogger is blocked at work now.. urghhhh!!
An image made of light I see clouds not so white a mixture of yellow, blue and grey some rays battle and go astray i sit with my hands holding my head i cant bear the sounds of silence, oh so dead.. an aching heart, a dormant mind an endless fight that’s not so kind [...]
im tired, sore, exhausted, & sleep deprived.. i have 1) a splitting headache, 2) an enormous urge to kill my boss, 3) an itch in my throat and signs of the flu (that wud be the gazillionth in 6 months!) i dowanna cook anymore, or do the laundry, or think of work, or even have [...]
Tears are words from the heart that cannot be spoken. -Anonymous Qwaider’s post about crying and all the comments on how crying is so liberating and such a big relief made me feel a bit alienated.. i donno how but it felt wierd not to be able to relate.. i havent cried in, oh, 6 [...]
on work and passion for what u do
Posted: January 22, 2008 in bla bla bla, feelings, life, rant, sad meor lack thereof! isnt it the most demotivating feeling when u have to drag urself out of bed to head to an office where u dont feel ur doing anything u like with anyone u like?? is passion for work or working in a line of business ur crazy about just an illusion?! no im [...]
