(WARNING: vulnerable post ahead!) I had the week from hell last week. It stirred up a lot of emotions, and I am not a melodramatic person, nor an uber emotional one. I am very compassionate however. and that is a downside. as I feel what people feel, and I get sad when they do, happy [...]
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inside out
Posted: March 12, 2011 in bittersweet, damdoumization, feelings, inside out, sad me, thoughts6
I dont think i ever had a new years resolution. ever. oh no wait. i did but never kept it :S by Jan 3rd I had already broken it and it felt horrible to betray myself like that. I like to be a person of actions, not words. And i did not keep my promise [...]
on marriage and men
Posted: September 20, 2010 in bla bla bla, damdoumization, men, observations, psychobabble, relationships, theories, thoughtsthis post has been brewing in my mind for a while. so has the subject. im an observant more than anything in life. well that, and an ‘inane chatter’ as a friend once put it. and you know what? I am not a fan of generalizing and stereotyping but I gotta say this whole heartedly [...]
So I took my car to service today, and that humming annoying noise apparently was a bigger problem than I anticipated. so it’s a 2 day job, and I will be carless till midweek. it’s funny how it cripples our mobility big time in this country being carless. had I been in europe or the [...]
* I hate being sick, and non-winter flu is the worst! and funny thing is, no one seems to ask about you when you’re sick. its like *officer down! ok, we got 5364291 other friends to go out with* jeez people.. on a serious note. I hate fevers! i can tolerate any pain, except the [...]
high school personality patterns continue
Posted: April 20, 2010 in damdoumization, observations, people, psychobabble, theories, thoughts(WARNING: long psychobabble post ahead, purely my theories and mumbles) Isnt it funny how high school behaviour patterns and paradigms continue into adulthood and into the office environment? I think most people fully evolve by the age of 16 (child psychology suggests personality starts becoming consistent starting at the age of 5) I think by [...]
a love hate relationship
Posted: April 16, 2010 in damdoumization, people, relationships, theories, thoughtsWiki defines a love hate relationship as follows: A love-hate relationship is a personal relationship involving simultaneous or alternating emotions of love and enmity. This relationship does not have to be of a romantic nature, and may be instead of a sibling one. It may occur when people have completely lost the intimacy within a [...]
January.. overlook
Posted: February 20, 2010 in bittersweet, damdoumization, feelings, inside out, people, relationships, thoughtsThis January was one big wedgie! I swear my life is one crazy rollercoaster and a series of dramatic events that I do not know how and why I keep coming across. But no complaints, I guess no one can do my life but me. and I believe that God knows my capacity, and wont [...]
* We had a long holiday for Eid and National Day, and i took the 2 days in between off so I can have the week off. I havent had a decent holiday since ever! (ever being December 07) the only days i left for a while were when I went to finish up official [...]
Yes, its another ’fashion dont’ post. and I will post for both genders, dont feel like writing two posts : D Nail art: if you like art, buy a painting! having all these colours and designs on one of the smallest paintable parts of your body is not flattering. either french it, or stick to one [...]
how judgemental are you?
Posted: September 14, 2009 in damdoumization, people, psychobabble, theories, thoughtsno its not a quiz post. i tend to see the word as ‘judge’ & ‘mental’ to tell you the truth! i dont think i was ever that judgemental, except when i was younger maybe, i had my few moments. however, the longer my journey goes is in this life, the more relaxed and laid back i have [...]
* i always used to think people were gluttons for happy endings, but with every incident that happens i become more convinced that people (in our part of the world) CRAVE drama, whether its a car accident, a fire, religiously watching a soap opera, a public lovers’ quarrel, or even someone tumbling and falling in the street! we just have [...]
Wow, i have been so away for so long, what has it been now, 4 months? give or take. had a lot to deal with. Changed jobs, finally! I couldnt be happier thank God, il7amdila, im finally back in my element. Personal Banking. No more crappy boss, who incidently, was laid off shortly after i left. I had [...]
Deception
Posted: March 17, 2009 in bla bla bla, damdoumization, psychobabble, relationships, theories, thoughts, Uncategorizedthe psychology of deception is an interesting study, especially that of self-deception.. deception by general defenition is the act of convincing another to believe information that is not true, or not the whole truth. (brought to you by Wiki). (personally i believe hiding facts is just as horrible and hurtful as lying). Self-deception is the process [...]
25 things one has to eat before one dies
Posted: December 24, 2008 in around the world, damdoumization, random, stuffi will not post accompanying pictures, since its a long post! 25. octopus: especially baby octopus, deep fried with tartar or marinara sauce, or simply in a salad, yum!! it might not look very appealing in the raw, but when cooked the taste is heavenly. 24. gazelle meat: in my meat eating days i was pretty [...]
no not Body Odor! President Obama, first black president in the white house. will we finally see shades of gray?
4 words a man never wants to hear: “we need to talk” since usually they’re followed up by 4 words he knows he will hear: “this is not working!” 3 words a woman fears to ask: “what are we” since she will probably hear the next 3 words: “nothing but friends” (or in some scenarios “friends [...]
bla bla bla
Posted: October 20, 2008 in bla bla bla, damdoumization, life, random, thoughts, Uncategorized* i am somehow convinced that selfishness and selflessness are both really bad qualities.. i even tend to believe selflessness is worse! with selfishness, you at least get what you want, you might hurt people along the way, or lose some, but still, your goals are achieved, your possessions are ‘possessed’, and your wants and needs [...]
my best friend of 5 years will be getting married in Jan, and moving away to her soon-to-be husband’s country of origin, as he is happy and she also loves it there, in addition to that, he has a great job where he will be providing very well for her and their future family. we call each other everyday in [...]
halloween is around the corner, well not quite the corner! but every year around this time i wish i can trade lives with someone else! just for a day.. a change of scenery, a diff set of fears and dreams, just living in someone else’s shoes for a day.. why cant we wear a costume [...]
after fashion donts 1 which was aimed at girls, enter fashion donts 2! in which i shall commence to dissect the fashion crimes that some men all over the world are guilty of. 1. the worst thing a man can do by far: wear a suit without a belt, even SANTA knows better!! it does nothing [...]
and the last one for now : ) _____________________________________________________________________________________ Redundancy.. as much as i like to think there is diversity in this world, i feel our community has become redundant to an annoying extent.. 1. almost every girl looks the same, 4 major categories bi nazari, the brunette haifa wahbeh wannabes, the blonde california-dream kinda [...]
a tale of two entities.. independent and on her own.. thought she needs not a partner, all she needed were friends.. silent when times are tough, even when her eyes can scream the words.. they found each other when they both werent looking.. it was an instant connection, love at first sight.. they [...]
and since 8 is my ultimate favorite number, here is one of my favorite posts! im in love with my writings, arnt i humble ______________________________________________________________________________________ eyes. my favorite part of the human anatomy. i absolutely adore expressive eyes that can speak a thousand words with just one look.. peircing eyes.. bold and fun.. im usually [...]
Love and hate: are 2 faces to the same coin. a thin line separates them.. intense emotions of dislike can turn into the most passionate love if given a chance to blossom, and the corniest of love stories can turn into the fiercest war.. to forgive is divine they say.. and i truly agree. [...]
* this whole murder case of suzan tamim is sad.. what a sad depressing life she led, and what a way to exit.. may she be in a better place now.. * men dont change. so if a woman’s sole mission in life is to change a man, she’s a fool! * there are a [...]
* life is hard, man! we watch too many movies and listen to too many songs and read too many books to convince ourselves that happy endings and fairytales are possible, but in reality, life is fairly hard! things dont happen like we want them to, or expect them to, or even as they’re supposed to after [...]
Untitled Leave me at the end of the world where all my screaming will be unheard there I can find myself alone.. In darkness where i feel safe and sound Solitude is the best friend you can get No hurt, no pain and no regret Leave me in a place to clear my head I [...]
things i dint plan to do ever, but did!
Posted: April 30, 2008 in bla bla bla, damdoumization, i wanna know, me me me, random1. total a car, yes im a mad driver, but never thought i would total a car! especially when it was brand new!! YuB, December 07. 2. break a heart, i never saw myself as a heartbreaker.. but apparently i am capable of it! as the Raven says repeatedly, Nevermore, Nevermore! 3. Lose 127 lbs [...]
