I dont think i ever had a new years resolution. ever. oh no wait. i did but never kept it :S by Jan 3rd I had already broken it and it felt horrible to betray myself like that. I like to be a person of actions, not words. And i did not keep my promise [...]
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I CANNOT BELIEVE WHERE THE TIME HAS GONE! I absolutely can’t believe I turned 30 in December. I left my twenties behind. 10 years of my life. ZERO accomplishment. well not zero per se, but so many things I thought were something, turned out to be mere nothings, and so many things I wanted to [...]
the devil wears a pantsuit
Posted: October 23, 2010 in bla bla bla, life, observations, thoughts, womenAs I havent slept all night, I eventually gave in to the chronic insomnia and got up to entertain myself with a movie. Valentine’s Day, check. Prince of Persia, check. few other generic tv movies, check! this morning another tv rerun. Devil Wears Prada. and you know what, Miranda is the closest thing to my [...]
on marriage and men
Posted: September 20, 2010 in bla bla bla, damdoumization, men, observations, psychobabble, relationships, theories, thoughtsthis post has been brewing in my mind for a while. so has the subject. im an observant more than anything in life. well that, and an ‘inane chatter’ as a friend once put it. and you know what? I am not a fan of generalizing and stereotyping but I gotta say this whole heartedly [...]
10. nothing 9. nothing 8. nothing . . . you see where im going with this i presume.. I probably stopped planning since i was 20, i had just graduated from uni, had a 5 year plan ahead of me, my eyes on the prize as they say, and bam! my world changes drastically, and [...]
* I hate being sick, and non-winter flu is the worst! and funny thing is, no one seems to ask about you when you’re sick. its like *officer down! ok, we got 5364291 other friends to go out with* jeez people.. on a serious note. I hate fevers! i can tolerate any pain, except the [...]
its so amazing how one little line across the web will cause panic everywhere in the world with access to the internet. I especially remember this little episode while stating my thought about an event that happened today.. obviously involving spreading a little nasty false fact online!
I think those two would make a great couple!! They can even share makeup! my beloved MM :smiley lovey dovey: and the quirky lady gaga!
you know what fine stands for? it stands for Freaked out, Insecure, Neurotic, and Emotional. So its no wonder that most people think they will be just fine!
usually means new hopes, for me its just a sigh of relief that finally 2009 is over! OMG what a crappy year it was. I havent written in a while, not because something is up, only that life happens sometimes, and I get uninspired and out of time to write anything.. Changes at work, good [...]
people and stars in specific dying so young??? (and by young i mean they’re not 60 yet!) Brittany Murphy this morning, age 32. Stephen Gateley, age 33. Chris Henry, age 26 . Michael Jackson, age 50. Patrick Swayze, age 57. Heath Ledger, age 28. Makes me ponder. Death is always sad, and I know I shouldn’t [...]
* We had a long holiday for Eid and National Day, and i took the 2 days in between off so I can have the week off. I havent had a decent holiday since ever! (ever being December 07) the only days i left for a while were when I went to finish up official [...]
* I know i might sound like a silly teenager for looking forward to the new moon movie, but I am! And no, I am not in any way attracted to any of the characters! actually a few co-workers refer to robert (edward) as shovel face. and I agree, not my cuppa. very flat faced. anyway, I am [...]
I am very much into heavy metal, alternative, goth metal, and grotesque (mainly MM), but lately I have been listening to a lot of rnb/hip hop on the radio and some *gulp* pop music! To my horror, I find myself liking the songs below lately: 1. Rihana – Russian Roulette 2. Sean Paul – Press [...]
* TGIT! seriously, that was one of the longest weeks in history. well in my (short) history! its funny how happiness/misery sometimes can be a powerful time measurement unit! I wonder about the ancient times, before watches and sand clocks, how did they measure time when they were happy/miserasble? i mean we can say “the hours stretched forever” or [...]
(warning: girly post ahead) I am in no way in the business of advertising for any product on my blog, however, i recently purchased an item that i had no faith in, only to change my mind from one day’s use! I was instantly and pleasantly surprised! I felt the activity in every muscle, and [...]
لأن لازم افش خلقي!!! كنت بالاردن الاسبوع اللي فات، للأسف، لأخلص امور من ضمنها حصر الارث و اللذي منو من معاملات رسمية و التي تتطلب التواجد في الدوائر الحكومية… و ما ادراك ما الدوائر الحكومية! عنجد سموها دوائر لسبب وجيه! بتدوخ و انت بتلفلف لتوصل للي بدكياه و ما وصلت للي بدياه! i seriously cannot [...]
Smile you are in Sharjah
Posted: September 23, 2009 in bla bla bla, me me me, rant, tenzeker ma ten3adA couple of reasons as to why i found it hard to smile even though i live in sharjah… a) power outages! Last Thursday, as i was driving home in the suffocating traffic between dubai and sharjah, i learn that the traffic is worse due to traffic lights not working in sharjah since there is [...]
Yes, its another ’fashion dont’ post. and I will post for both genders, dont feel like writing two posts : D Nail art: if you like art, buy a painting! having all these colours and designs on one of the smallest paintable parts of your body is not flattering. either french it, or stick to one [...]
embracing that change is not always easy.. what are your priorities at this stage of your life?
* i always used to think people were gluttons for happy endings, but with every incident that happens i become more convinced that people (in our part of the world) CRAVE drama, whether its a car accident, a fire, religiously watching a soap opera, a public lovers’ quarrel, or even someone tumbling and falling in the street! we just have [...]
* its funny (not funny ha ha) how some people like to ruin things for others when its ruined for them! why dont people just leave others alone?! especially the happier ones.. karma is not be taken lightly people! * i read this sentence somewhere and ever since i did, its been stuck in the [...]
Deception
Posted: March 17, 2009 in bla bla bla, damdoumization, psychobabble, relationships, theories, thoughts, Uncategorizedthe psychology of deception is an interesting study, especially that of self-deception.. deception by general defenition is the act of convincing another to believe information that is not true, or not the whole truth. (brought to you by Wiki). (personally i believe hiding facts is just as horrible and hurtful as lying). Self-deception is the process [...]
Premeditation will kill the trust They’ll never know if you fear me With every second collecting dust I feel so bloated and weary …… She’ll cut you down with a single thrust She’s taken over too quickly No medication can cure the lust So say a prayer for the sickly from my favorite band [...]
* what is it bout national day that makes ppl ‘snap’ in this country! the traffic and accidents and ta5mees and burning wheels and face paint and all that crap! its ittihad, not ta7reer! * as Eid drops by every year, i find myself more detached of every jolly emotion it should bring.. im more convnced [...]
crash and burn..
Posted: November 23, 2008 in bla bla bla, feelings, inside out, life, random, thoughtssometimes.. you plan something unintentionally.. its not like you plan it on paper and figure out all its details, just something you want to happen.. sometime in the future in a way or another.. you’re just taking it a day at a time.. all signs are positive.. everything seems to be heading that way.. then [...]
bla bla bla
Posted: October 20, 2008 in bla bla bla, damdoumization, life, random, thoughts, Uncategorized* i am somehow convinced that selfishness and selflessness are both really bad qualities.. i even tend to believe selflessness is worse! with selfishness, you at least get what you want, you might hurt people along the way, or lose some, but still, your goals are achieved, your possessions are ‘possessed’, and your wants and needs [...]
but the spirit hopefully will live on, i had such a magical month this year, it was the most peaceful ramadan i ever had to be honest. i felt closer to God than i ever were, and i intend to keep it that way, inshAllah. what baffles me however, is the audacity of so many [...]
Reality is the leading cause of stress amongst those in touch with it. – Jane Wagner there is not one single person i know or came across in this freaking city that has little or no amount of overwhelming stress to bear.. everyday is a race, with who? No one knows! but everyone is running [...]
yeah the title has some pun intended.. my question is, have you ever wished you were of a different ethnic background? ever wished to be of a race you’re not? for whatever reason whether their looks or their rich(er) culture or their lifestyle or anything that might attract you more than your own race.. i [...]
